Why Cant I Lie On The Coast Of Love ?

life is a river,
may the little kids swim,
cant see any clearer,
lights to dim.
i gave away precious,
glory and tears,
to what is the most,
compelling to fear.
my abundance is malignant,
and a melancholia of wishes,
regrets are the past, and I'm flying with the fishes.
may the one i heart love thee for young to old,
with the sacred treasure of heartless gold,
forgiven in the battles of empathy,
i will no longer live in sympathy.

Deaf Opinions Become Irrelevant

Sincere folks and party right crew,

 I own these nights like I lived through you,

and yes I mean the lights that you notice everyday,

while other sit in darkness on they knees to pray.

While I sit in the light thinking all so bright,

of myself when inside it’s a brutal fight,

that I need to help.

  The struggle is severe and I have to persevere,

with this voice in my head making me just disappear,

and my identity is gone,

but I'm here all along,

trying just be myself,

can somebody please help..

Moving on,

time to go,

life's too fast,

and death is slow.

Watch your self and watch your mouth,

what you say might not come out,

but the deaf can hear what you talking about.

  I met another so its okay,

im ready though and whatever they think is pointless so--

Give me the fame,

I need the Glory,

conceited but with reasons,

for the past of my story.

Came up, 

been down,

still on planets height,

floating on the ground..

 some say I need help,

but I'm just an array,

an array of wealth.

No bargains,
I'm priceless, 

but in due time,

  living my life through the black license.

**Based on the movie Babel , about the deaf-mute Cheiko.**

Midnight Memories of Love Remembering Me

She like the green on the bottom of the top, 

ready to go for what you think takes time, 

not even a clock.
 Its me and you,

I invested for us two,

you be the one and ill rescue you,

from the lies to victory in the battle of truth. 

I just need you to promise me,

  be the woman you was meant to be,

sweet, sincere, and unique from thee. 

Its only the second night and I feel like we been forever, 

don’t know when I should make moves but its whatever, 

The glisten in your eyes illustrates a story,

  I’m already tucked in,

so give me the words of expression from the pages of glory.

I need you, I want you, 

no mistakes, but what we do.

  Finish the moment and live in the present,

because you’re my gift so this time I meant it.

The bottles brought us together, 

but the vibe kept it together, 

if the hearts gone then it’ll leave emotions severed. 

What if I kissed you tonight? 

Will it be right?

Will all the lights dim into night?

Well. 

Lets see what happens in the midst of sight.

I know whenever isn’t forever--
but I’m not willing to remember.