Why Cant I Lie On The Coast Of Love ?

life is a river,
may the little kids swim,
cant see any clearer,
lights to dim.
i gave away precious,
glory and tears,
to what is the most,
compelling to fear.
my abundance is malignant,
and a melancholia of wishes,
regrets are the past, and I'm flying with the fishes.
may the one i heart love thee for young to old,
with the sacred treasure of heartless gold,
forgiven in the battles of empathy,
i will no longer live in sympathy.

Deaf Opinions Become Irrelevant

Sincere folks and party right crew,

 I own these nights like I lived through you,

and yes I mean the lights that you notice everyday,

while other sit in darkness on they knees to pray.

While I sit in the light thinking all so bright,

of myself when inside it’s a brutal fight,

that I need to help.

  The struggle is severe and I have to persevere,

with this voice in my head making me just disappear,

and my identity is gone,

but I'm here all along,

trying just be myself,

can somebody please help..

Moving on,

time to go,

life's too fast,

and death is slow.

Watch your self and watch your mouth,

what you say might not come out,

but the deaf can hear what you talking about.

  I met another so its okay,

im ready though and whatever they think is pointless so--

Give me the fame,

I need the Glory,

conceited but with reasons,

for the past of my story.

Came up, 

been down,

still on planets height,

floating on the ground..

 some say I need help,

but I'm just an array,

an array of wealth.

No bargains,
I'm priceless, 

but in due time,

  living my life through the black license.

**Based on the movie Babel , about the deaf-mute Cheiko.**

Midnight Memories of Love Remembering Me

She like the green on the bottom of the top, 

ready to go for what you think takes time, 

not even a clock.
 Its me and you,

I invested for us two,

you be the one and ill rescue you,

from the lies to victory in the battle of truth. 

I just need you to promise me,

  be the woman you was meant to be,

sweet, sincere, and unique from thee. 

Its only the second night and I feel like we been forever, 

don’t know when I should make moves but its whatever, 

The glisten in your eyes illustrates a story,

  I’m already tucked in,

so give me the words of expression from the pages of glory.

I need you, I want you, 

no mistakes, but what we do.

  Finish the moment and live in the present,

because you’re my gift so this time I meant it.

The bottles brought us together, 

but the vibe kept it together, 

if the hearts gone then it’ll leave emotions severed. 

What if I kissed you tonight? 

Will it be right?

Will all the lights dim into night?

Well. 

Lets see what happens in the midst of sight.

I know whenever isn’t forever--
but I’m not willing to remember.

 

Intolerance for Ignorance Will Steal Your Existence

                                                                                 No question,

This is depressing,

I cant make believe,

What seems too fake,

Until you realize thin lines aren’t straight.

  That your relatives are descendants,

From bad luck or fate.

These women were objects,

Men were the hands that placed them.

No confidence,

Forcing the when,

Finished before it began.

They wasn’t given a chance to talk,

So beneath the bottom,

it was impossible to walk.

No patience for dignity,

No room for stupidity,

These women were mutilated,

Think about that fact,

It inhabited me.

 

**This was based on an presentation done by SU students on Comfort Women in WWII located in Japan.**

(R)evolution Twists Evolution to Exist

Culturally curious in a country,

 so delirious with experience.

Creating a boundary to international weirdness,

due to the tunnel vision of these resilience citizens.

In one shape or another,

They come as a group to share a story.

A illustration is perceived from you,

You in the crowd is just one within a group.

So open your eyes,

Let them become disguised..

From the conceited and hungry filled with lies.

Reach out and learn new,

Not always whats taught,

Will be of use to you.

Reach, Reach, until comprehension,

Understand the concepts of the world preachers intentions.

  **SU 23rd Annual International Convocation**

Blood Rivers Run Dry with No Way Through

   Darkness falls with no place to hide, 

I live inside but cannot abide. 

no problem,

let the sorting,

take place, 

it eventually ends, 

a race. 

Win or loose,

no way through, 

still lost. 

Unhappily ever after, 

barely crossed. 

Reinvention of new , 

  data skewed.

Being the best, 

unlike you. 

Doesn’t mean anything,

unlike you.

No matter what, 

I try and don’t quit,

  for if only the understood just made sense, 

cus I know this world not for my kind of girl, 

and although colors separate,

in children they swirl. 

Let that be what you needed to hear, 

because even though I have no fear,

im tired of listening to this lady speak, 

like innocent criminals ill disappear,
from the blind eyes of society to the deaf ears in harmony. 

Which way should I choose,

when theres no way through, 

when your choice is chosen by a select few.

Even If I desire to succeed, 

I wont be given the chance I need,

and with that ill just bleed the knowledge from internal to the external speed. 

And portay as the object im supposed to be,

just sittin on the front page.. do they notice me? 

No wait, I understand,

I get it, its because of who I am and not where im headed.

Night into Day , Admiration is Array .

                                                      

                                                                 Its one thing to admire someone,

It’s another to inspire somebody.

I’m on something else,

But I feel like we on something more.

So just because the knobs on the door,

doesn’t mean the wood belongs to the floor.

Tell me I’m wrong, no I can’t be,

I feel your vibe and emotions plant the surface,

This could be perfect, But id rather make it worth it.

Not just for you but-- and me.

So night by night

Shall we get close..

Let the moon take over,

The harmonics spill through the Bose,

 Live the life, as it is ours,

To become what we want,

because in crowds of silence,

Honesty doesn’t have a taunt.

Let it happen, watch it grow,

Let the limelight flow,

as you steal the show.

And the shine gleams from the stage into my eyes,

For as long as the time have me by your side.

Rainbow of Bridges , Colors of the Witnessed .

   People are different in many many ways,

Men, Women, Black, White, Straight, or Gays,

No matter what they claim ,

Humanity as a whole is the SAME.

So lets realize , do rainbows discriminate?

Are children born to hate?

No but bridges are built.

Bridges are the gateway to guilt,

from people like us with prejudice on stilts.

They worship something that’s wrong,

But then go to church to sing holy songs.

Why I ask? Why is it hard to mature?

The future doesn’t make it ideal,

For you to be one of a kind,

in a myriad of races,

to live a life so surreal.

Join hands in the world,

Join emotions in the world,

Join the peace and freedom in world,

Be the gateway of colors,

As the rainbow of bridges,

Make them swirl,

And come together.

The Tune of Heartbeats in a Melody

What a day, lets start tonight,

this weekend time don’t stop, so ill be alright.

But for now, im still haunted by the shell of opportunity,

will it give up?

That’s not an issue because mother always said do whats right no matter what,

In that case I wont ever be wrong! 

I don’t stop, wont stop, and never halt,

id rather keep straight then turn and become a pillar of salt.

This is real, life isnt fake so no more waiting and signs of hate.

Live Love Laugh.

While you can,

I know you heard these before but I say them again, 

Live Love and Laugh,

forget about the future but always remember the past.

For those who seeks happiness shall seek it within,

so until the time ends they share smiles with whom instead of when. 

Im ready, I believe so you should too,

cus what I see is what you do, 

that’s why i don’t, and wont, cus I can’t stop.   

Follow the path until I reach little light at the end of tunnel. 

Like I said, for now…

Its dark so while you watch the sun fade and show, never stop,

only go and make them feel the strength of your wrath, 

with that in mind, 

Live Love & Laugh.

Shadow of Darkness

Someone please cast out,

for what ive cast in,

this motion picture is a drought,

but thanksgiving was coming this weekend.

somehow fate somehow crept up to my being,

but what i cant see is not worth believeing.

horrible blunders in the am,

caused the clouds to hover my appearance,

cus right now that look that im selling is lost in clearance.

i feel i only do good when bad times come,

but i say keep doing it even its been done.

i cant seem to shake this whirlpool, 

stuck in my ship and captain is missing but the waves in the tempo of this music wont forget,

so i cant forget but i can forgive,

leading motto morning,

never be forgotten but always remember what you did ..

Unforgettable Emotions Vanished

Memories fade, but you still in my mirror,
Needin’ you in my life, can’t be any clearer.
they say the pictures painted perfect,
but only colors of meaning on the surface.. ah
its like i hate you but i love you more,
all this suffering and pain you endured,
but always came back for more..
damn, on my last breath of life,
whether the chance comes, id die to make it right.
say you moved on but theres day after night
cycles of life, i reincarnate you to my wife.
yeah, ill show you what u missed,
every night special, me giving you a kiss; goodnight.
your precious lips ill never forget it,
doing things wrong ill always regret it.
say, i told u i moved on but u know my life fast,
girl after girl, tryna forget all of the past.
young and dumb can say u never met me,
wishing for stars, wanting to be happy,
all i knew at the time was I
everytime i tell myself its worthless,
im a lie.
ego of the charts and i live in reputation,
everytime we talked felt like we was debatin..
good times came and bad times gone,
whether you was right,
i was always wrong.
taken all this time to figure things out,
not knowing whats known,
choosing all the wrong routes.
wait, my hearts your destination,
year after year, ill be home waiting.
feelings on paper, i handwrite you my heart,
hoping for one day, we mold this love,
and nothing tears us apart.

Clouds of Determination, Rains Success .

The truth isn't hard to remember,

But its easy to forget so I live life with no regrets,

People talking and I just keep walking,

 Its not that I don’t understand,

I just cant look down,

Out goes my hand,

Don’t let it hit the ground,

You desire all those images,

But I desire more, more than images,

I have hallucinations of what you picturing ,

So snap, snap save a photo so it lasts longer,

Little something like a star, I see above thunder,

Lightning never striking, home plate, im up to bat,

Can you keep up? sorry sir, I cant be lapped.

I gotta, I gotta do something that's like changing the world,

But whose to say the world don’t belong to the hands of some little girl,

 I just gotta be different but also make a difference to show everybody its more than you what you 

hear, so let your eyes listen…

Hard Aint Tough, Too Much Aint Enough .

Oh no, my life aint no comparison,

feel like this week been catchin bombs like Harrison,

But my QB aint peyton, and my times not waitin,

So instead of being wasted , im flooded in motivation.

Look, im just a infant trying to walk on college floors,

I made it this far, but I still see no doors..
no openings for me,
just my body full of scars from wars.
fight till the finish, 
but theres must be a winner and a loser.
dont be the one relying,
always be the chooser.
So ill keep walking till the shoes fall off ,

Then ill run cus that’s the only way im better off.

See, what you don’t see is always there,

because Nothings cheap and life aint fair,

So instead of jumping off, Ill stand,

Dreams on the top but im just land,

Until I come over  and be the one,

So I climb, fall, climb again.. here I come.

Lost Hope in a Bowl of Forever

In a corner, something like a room,

i just got back but been gone since noon.

met some faces, played some ball, 

in this life i just want and want to do it all.

but im a novice at blogging, 

so this might not make sense.

but the words come from my brain,

but on the paper it prints.

either you dont or do, but

i learn something new,

and they say, 

this suppose to happen everyday, 

so my light shines bright,

even if the past is gray.

the storm is coming, 

the sky is dark,

my childhood memories,

is what sets us apart.

im ready, im ready,

let the time of power take over,

and if i shall fail, then my son shall take over.